This blog is no longer in use. this shall be my shopping a/c from now on.
I wasn't going to tell everyone just yet but I already wrote 4 entries in 4 days in my new wordpress blog because I heart the layout and I kinda hate how LJ is sooo slow with pictures. (yes very shallow what to do lah)

go to http://lackadaisygirl.wordpress.com instead!

Oh yes if you want to be linked just tell me because I don't think i can remember everyone's blogs!

All I can say for the events from February til now:

You reap what you sow,

You can't ask for respect if you don't have it,

What happened and is continuing to happen is speaking for itself. :)

Really sorry now,
They weren't to know.
They got caught up in your talent show,
With you pernickety little bastards in your fancy dress,
Who just judge each other and try to impress,
But they couldn't escape from you,
Couldn't be free of you,
And now they know there's no way out,
And they're really sorry now for what they've done,
They were three Wise Men just trying to have some fun.

Look who's alone now,
It's not me. It's not me.(Wise Men by James Blunt)


God is my Judge.

Tata :)

Apparently wishes DO come true when you write them down ;)

Was whisked away on Halloween night for a surprise gone bad (cos I guessed it in advance like I ALWAYS DO) to Wine Company at Evans Lodge :)

Saturday-Church, went over to TY's aunt's house. Didn't bring my cam, a sore mistake because we got to play with his cute niece!
( Voyeuristic viewers pictoral frenzy )

I hope that whatever I say in this entry doesn't apply to you. Really, I do.

I've been getting weird vibes and feelings. Mostly due to what he told me he sensed from you. I'd like to shrug it off because I feel you are a nice guy, and maybe it is part and parcel of your normal behaviour. That is why I never really suspected anything til he pointed it out. (I guess guys also have this thing called the guy instinct, I dunno how reliable it is though) And I hope he's wrong, because I really feel you are a nice guy, with a capital N.

But- don't be too nice to me. I don't want anyone to presume anything, especially not him.

And if what he says is true, you are doing all these because you like me. The thing is, while I do like you, I really do-I just don't like you in that way. And I don't want my friendship (or whatever it is) I have with you to be affected by this, and I don't wanna feel awkward and strange around you. In other words, I hope it isn't me you were talking about.

Perfectly good friendships can be wrecked by this thing people call attraction. But maybe I'm an idealist, I believe nothing can stop attraction, but we can stop ourselves from going further, by drawing a line.

And most of all, I wish you well and hope someday, you will find whatever it is you are looking for.

What's in that bag?




SHOES!





Hahahhahaa okay I just got my new cam so I'm now flaunting my very nice anniversary present! :P (overdue)

THANK GOD ITS THE WEEKEND! Wheeee!

I did up a very bare version of my stupid website.

Everything is piling up. Zzz.

But anyway

Cheers to allll of us workaholics out there-especially Lorraine who has staying overnight in Hospital for 3-4 weeks (doing thesis work, silly.) and cheers to my Nov paycheck!

*hops off*

I still wanna party on Halloween. *sulks*

Just returned from Zouk's winebar,where we celebrated the birthday of a boyfriend's friend.

And on the ride home, I realized my vision of utopia which I embraced fully not too many years ago has changed. ALOT.

But anyway, I'm still happy and contented, where I am and where I'm heading. So what dictates fate? God, self, or circumstance?

(I'm not drunk but i think alcohol makes me wax lyrical, hurhur)

As of 15th October, my wallet would have grown slightly thicker. (nov 15 is another story...)

And I, the slaving Gollum like creature who calls people in the dark of the late afternoon asking if they wanna renew their magazines is going to get something NICE AND SHINY...

MY PRECIOUSSSSS!



Ya ya so dramatic what to do okay I'm like a human magpie who loves shiny stuff.

... And I thought Prince Charming was dedicated...

Only one prince with his trusty sidekick and steed (okay, so its a Vios, bear with me), would be soooo nice to hunt down that single proverbial glass slipper, conquering 3 Novo outlets in 1.5 hours before the clock struck nine. :)

-People touching my stuff without asking. Or even asking but touching my stuff and taking all of it. Wah lao eh.
-People who take generosity as a sign that dollar bills should light up in their eyes and that they can circle around the poor victim (read: the generous benefactor) like a vulture. Very gross leh, think about it: have you ever benefited the person in return? No? then get back in the queue, I'm sure the person has better people to help :) (read: people have priorities, if you are an insignificant part of that persons life, you probably belong to the back shelf category. After all, regular customers are the one who get served first.)
-OH WOE IS ME people. Everyone needs to rant. However, not everyone needs to know that you chipped a nail and are the unluckiest person on earth because you chipped a nail-unless the person in question is your manicurist, then please chip and whine away. Everyone knows a OH WOE IS ME person. This person not only has 10001 problems, he probably has 1000000001 times more problems than you. His bad hair day is more important to him than your exam stress because his world revolves around himself and he loves wallowing in self pity, so why deny him such?
-High Crass People who are so high crass, they make everything they wear look so CRASSY. *to see the meaning of crass, please go dictionary.com :)

This message has been delivered by your resident sometimes generous benefactor who has a waiting list, is not a manicurist and who likes it when people ask for permission to take items. She also does not like to share makeup as it is unhygienic to her, and think peoples chipped nails aren't very fascinating unless, of course, you are on her mailing list. Adieu.

** The above was written with an overdose of snark, for more such delights, try following the list and perhaps she will get back to you.

I've gotten a part time job after school at EMIT ASIA, a magazine distributor. It carrys everything from Vogue to Mens Health to Time and the Economist, so if anyone want magazine subscriptions at cheaper rates, you can look me up.

I also just went to Tanglin flea today and it was a hot, sticky experience! I kinda felt satisfied though, got rid of a lot of OLD clothes which I wouldn't ever wanna wear again.

Tomorrow i'm going to cook with my boyfriend and go to his aunt's house. Oh yes, the rest of the unsold clothing is going to Cambodia for charity :)

Self pampering is eminent at the end of this month :) I like!

Hello everybody! I've got a not confirmed yet Taiwan or Thailand trip at the end of the year, anniversary in a months time, and my boyfriends aunts wedding this weekend! Yay.

Okay this was just a pointless post.

Found this cover band on youtube. Haha. I really like their stuff :)

How oh how do I be the catcher in the rye? :X

I have chosen the right course! :P I like what I'm studying. Despite the long ass readings and the not very hot guys in my course, I'm loving it. GO NERD ME! (but I still skip lectures because I am a pig. Sheesh.)

My poor boy had fever for the past week so I'm going to go sayang and disturb him this whole week, everything else comes secondary :) Prawning round 2, yay!

I'm addicted to this drama, Fated to love you.



Summary:

A really unfashionable working class girl Chen Xin Yi has the desire to tie down her handsome boyfriend to be with her. Due to certain reasons, her boyfriend gets her to go on a love cruise and she started to ponder on how to lose her virginity and tie down her boyfriend. Xin Yi ended up taking cold medicine which made her drowsy and went into Ji Cun Xi's room. Cun Xi is the sole male heir to his family's company and has been in love with his girlfriend, Anna, for a long time. He planned to propose to Anna on the boat but she didn't turn up on the cruise. An islander of Jiang Mu Island added drugs into Cun Xi's drink and Cun Xi became disorientated and returned to his own room. Xin Yi and Cun Xi end up having a one night stand. Xin Yi later finds out that she's pregnant and Cun Xi's grandmother forces them to get married. Will a couple forced to marry for the sake of their unborn child find love with each other?

The first episode in itself had me laughing like mad. I introduced it to my bestie and she loves it too! Er, she finished it all in two days. I haven't finished yet :P

Oh yes, the ANTAGONIST girl is damn hot! (she's a model named Bianca Bai.)



I rate her 10/10 man. She has a really pretty face AND a perfect body. Fat all in the right places. Wahaha. (this explains my semi-lesbianic MSN nickname...)

What is the guy looking at? Wahaha. Okay I don't blame him at all. Yes I know that she has some MIGHTY pushup but er, shes already better than most of the Chinese population without.

I also adore her hair. I want curls! I will need to grow my hair out to below bra length if i hope not to look like an auntie though. Sheesh.

OKay I shall stop before i turn lesbian, bye!!!!!!!!!!!!

This blog hasn't been updated in FOREVER. Guess its because I have so manyyy things to doo nowadays, sitting down for 30 mins to talk rubbish in front of the computer is quite the bo-liao to moi.


Anyway, think I'll share about my one week working as a roadshow staff for K-Palette.

The more interesting aspects of the job:
1) Weird costume
2) the fortune teller dude who was supposed to draw in crowds, I got mine read. :) He is well-versed in Tarot and numerology. He also deadpanned to this very girly colleague of mine that in her past life she used to be a GUY. LOL.
3) He encouraged me to pursue my creative side more and maybe channel it into blogging (seeing how some random people get off reading about other peoples life, and they can earn an amount off advertisements. I don't know though, if that ever happened I would probably LOCK this one for privacy and start a new one (non private.)) Yes, I am a private person. No, I don't think reading what someone had for lunch is fascinating. Unless you're really hungry. Anyway, what he said struck me: To excel in your career, you must learn to enjoy life. ;P And the last card I drew signified exactly that.
4) Hairstyling experiments at other booths. I therefore conclude that curls age me. Unless I grow my hair out.

P.S. my boyfriends aunt invited me to her wedding! So happy!

MARIUS:
There's a grief that can't be spoken.
There's a pain goes on and on.
Empty chairs at empty tables
Now my friends are dead and gone.

Here they talked of revolution.
Here it was they lit the flame.
Here they sang about `tomorrow'
And tomorrow never came.

From the table in the corner
They could see a world reborn
And they rose with voices ringing
I can hear them now!
The very words that they had sung
Became their last communion
On the lonely barricade at dawn.

Oh my friends, my friends forgive me

(The ghosts of those who died on the barricade appear)

That I live and you are gone.
There's a grief that can't be spoken.
There's a pain goes on and on.

Phantom faces at the window.
Phantom shadows on the floor.
Empty chairs at empty tables
Where my friends will meet no more.

(The ghosts fade away)

Oh my friends, my friends, don't ask me
What your sacrifice was for
Empty chairs at empty tables
Where my friends will sing no more.-Empty chairs at empty tables, les miserables soundtrack

I am still suffering from Les Mis withdrawal SYNDROME. haha.


Anyway, it was eventful during the week when Lorraine was around. Haha, miss you! I like the next photo i'm gonna show you...



HAHAHA do you guys feel like going to YAKUN now? :P

I hate being stuck in the same old situation, that's me. I tire of old stuff very easily. (unless you count goldie oldies, or fond memories... those don't count.)

We're just two lost souls swimming in a fishbowl, year after year.

The time of change has come...

1) People who are ashamed of their race when both parents are Chinese. Yes, I can't speak Mandarin but I'm not proud of the fact. its socially crippling, and I didn't learn it in school in Malaysia. And furthermore, isn't it normal to at least have some pride in where you come from? I've seen this nationalistic pride in many people of many races but some people I've met are sadly lacking. (no, I'm not talking about racist people who exclude people of a different colour.)

2) People who lead others on. It's all fair in love and war they say, but I think at least some basic honesty or decency is called for. Don't take advantage of people's feelings. It's cruel. there's a difference in giving a guy a chance and giving a guy a whole string of BS about you giving him a chance.

3) People who have "no time" to hang out with their "loved ones". Now, me and my best friend are in different countries, totally far apart from each other. Guess what? We are still as close as ever and I hang out with her almost all the way during the week she was back. Now we aren't talking about hi-bye people here, I'm saying good friends should always make time for each other. Practically speaking, it may not be as frequent as one likes (thanks to other commitments) but small gestures are always good to keep the friendship going, otherwise it would turn stale. Makes the meaning of "loved ones" cheap doesn't it? Actions speak louder than words, mon cherie.

4) coughcough Guys who randomly add girls in Facebook coughcough under the pretense they met before (WHAT CAN I SAY, HE HAS A COMMON FACE (tm) ) Anyway, anyone wants to accompany a VERY TRADITIONAL NON CLUBBING NON SMOKING guy for his OCS ball? This guy is SO SHY that he refuses to ask girls that he knows in real life, only RESORTING TO ASK strange girls who THOUGHT that they had met each other due to having mutual friends. Can you feel the shyness and tradition? By the way: this fella is a reallll catch man. OCS, Sunday with parents every week, too shy to talk to girls in real life (probably) and he admits that *gasp* he sucks at picking up girls! (100% faithful, confirm.... unless he is the type who likes to randomly add girls and lie over msn...) Hey dude, don't say i never help you man :) Interested pls leave a comment. TEEHEE.